I’ve finally seen her, it’s the girl I’ve always loved
She looks just as beautiful as ever, she was sent from up above.
I try to avoid conversation because I know what she does to me
She says I would’ve told you but I can’t because of he.
I said it’s ok, but it really never is
She’s all I’ve wanted she’s the family and mama of my kids.
But we were never able to make it
And I can’t help but love you, the flame remains lit.
I could no longer hold the wonder I asked and “I’m moving is what she said”
The tears moved up from my heart and released out my head.
I tried to be understanding but my response back to her
Was I’m trying to let go but something else should occur.
I’ve tried to move away but I’m wherever I go
I’ve tried to escape but my addiction would just show.
You tried to tell me to quit but I never could
And for you I always thought I would.
I cried for years and I still do to this day
But it was a different guy standing there the day your dad gave you away.
I told you I wished you the best but I had to go
Tear filled eyes I turned and took some steps and what happened next I wouldn’t know.
I walked in the distance wiping the uncontrollable tears from my face
about the time I looked up at the sky I heard the beautiful girl yell wait.
I turned around still teary eyed and scared to death
The girl came running jumped in my arms and stole my breathe.
A loving smile followed by a powerful kiss
We were spinning circles blocking traffic and nothing else in the world seemed to exist.
That day we left together and we never looked behind
Walking away holding hands knowing it was true loves perfect time.